This experience was teaching me how to feel safe alone in unfamiliar and crisis situations. Once you are ready to let go of your suffering is where you can experience inner peace, love, joy, light, compassion beyond understanding.

More conscious awareness was also allowing us to have more calm conversation and taking into consideration the need to be more honest with each other and with ourselves. Moreover, the realization came that acceptance to be supported by each other as well as taking care of ourselves to return back to self and feel inner peace to be in better service to each family member as well as others.

We tend to believe that the more worry and sadness we will experience, more happiness will show up for us to enjoy because then we earned it. Not everything is reverse psychology or has to be earned.

What is possible when we are committed to experience unconditional humility and compassion? This is the true legacy about making a true difference for ourselves and others.

The most powerful thing was to recognize that I can give myself grace and forgive myself for all that transpired out of running on autopilot like a robot that didn’t have to deal with emotions. The more graceful and forgiving I was becoming towards myself the deeper understanding was showing up.